*SIGH*
Have been more aggressive in trying to get a date by asking girls out...but so far nothing. 21 girls asked and nothing.
Have not had a serious girlfriend since my university years...more than 20 years ago. Just a few dates here and there but nothing serious. Just face it, who would want to date a skinny guy who is hearing impaired and is well know just for being a nice guy ?
Just tired of being single and alone in my life. Just tired of seeing Facebook posts where my friends get married and/or have kids. There are times that I just want to crawl into a dark cave and just wither my life away. It is so hard to be happy and positive about the future.
People asked me why I have do not travel anymore. It is just that it is not fun when traveling alone when you cannot share something / laugh / revel joy. The worst part is asking someone to take a picture of you and the surroundings. It is so awkward and embarrassing at times that I just do not bother anymore. It is why you rarely see photos of myself anywhere.
I have been on Internet seeking advice for dating, going online sites everywhere, going out to bars / libraries / book stores / art museums / volunteering etc...without any success at all.
Just face it, I am doomed to be single and will not have kids. Gonna re-focus my life and will only seek to worry about myself and seek pleasure for myself only. If there is something I do not like, simply say "NO" and move on.
Peace out and here is to being single for eternity.
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